Please. Just Give Me What I Want.
It seems like I’m just a cauldron of confused feelings as of late. With all the college nonsense, and my friends, and break, and family, and homework, and school. And of course the ever looming ‘future’ that hangs around like a persistent fog. An ugly, mysterious fog.
But I’m so damn ready to run head first into the fog! It’s… quite foolish…
All I want to do is go away and forge my own way. Is it so bad to want that? I can’t help it if it’s what I want! It’s what I’ve wanted for so long, and now opportunity comes and I’m held back!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
All I want… is to be able… to go off and do well. Like I know I can. I know it means being alone. I accept that. Now, it’s time for others to realize this too. Nothing lasts for ever, and there’s a reason for that. If everything stayed the same, then we would be eternally stuck. This to me seems like hell. If hell exists.
