Graduate
I wanna graduate so bad. Its retarded. (<- This here is an inapproriate use of the term, and typically, i do not approve).
Its like, “FREEDOM, COME HERE!!!!! SWEEET, SWEEEET FUTURE! COME HITHER!” Then we huggle and all is good.
But. then. i remember all the people that i would be leaving behind. but who says i have to forget them. although, we will most likely lose touch (which is indeed very sad and tragic) the good times we were destined to share have passed, and it’s time for all of us to expand our horizons. (This is indeed the very positive view of it all.)
ANd yet. my heartstrings are stretching cause they don’t want to leave Rancho yet! And when I say leave, i mean, i dont want to leave the people here. Although this might sound corny… my heart just doesn’t want to let go yet. It has so much left to say to everybody, words that i have kept locked up inside because they are, well, that embarassing. But I will say what I mean. don’t worry world. I have to. It’s part of my final goodbyes to Rancho. I want my goodbye to be as heartfelt and truthful as possible.
This was a very great time in my life. It was. It made me smile. I will look back on it (for the most part) with warm feelings… all that is left now is to end this chapter. Even if I don’t want “Fin” to come any sooner.